Often when I sit down to do STTA, I have to get rid of a lot of stuff in my head.
"No, that's too personal."
"That's too narrow; most people won't know what I'm talking about."
"No reason to make those folk mad."
Etc., etc.
Recently I had a blessed experience. I had to look for something to say when I was writing an STTA. I hope it isn't an indication that my mental reservoir is leaking at a more rapid rate these days, or that I've become lazy about putting good stuff in.
To use a couple of other pictures to make the point: When I sat down to write I had no axe to grind, or rabbit to chase. James speaks about the "double-minded man" (James 1:8 & 4:8). I'm reminded of the line in The Last Samuraiwhere Shin Koyamada tells Captain Alghren, "Too many mind." My translation: Your mind is so preoccupied with so many things that you can't think about what is going on right now. Don't worry, I'm not converting to Zen-Buddhism, but I do confess to sometimes carrying around "too many mind," or, more to the point being "double-minded." I am reminded of Jesus gentle rebuke to Martha in the midst of her distraction, or The Apostle Paul'sfocus on what really matters. I don't want my mind to be empty. I just want to get the junk out so there is room for Him.
Lord, I want to hear You, and trust You, today. I want to follow Your plan for my life. Help me get the junk out of my mind that prevents me from doing that. Amen.
STTA
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